Thursday, January 18, 2007

la dee da

Still nothing in the mail; I’m not really expecting that oh so important document until the end of next week, so why do I still obsessively check the mail…something ZM usually does? Why does my heart beat a little faster every time I turn the key in the box? I haven’t had anticipation on this level in ages. I thought I would be immune to all the waiting jitters. I thought the kids would keep me busy so I wouldn’t notice the passing of time. Now all I wonder is how I’m going to survive waiting for a referral when just waiting for this document can make me so crazy!